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| Sooo...this week has been quite possibly one of the most difficult in my life. Saturday I ended up in the hospital: collapsed lung again. And as such I have to go through the long drawn out period of trying to heal while my body is essentially weak. It sucks feeling like I'm pysically limited again, but I'm going to fight through this.
Of course, then there was the kicker.
Saturday night, or rather Easter Sunday morning, my grandfather passed away.
Hellova weekend right?
So I've been recovering from one thing, with the loss hitting me from other other side.
Yesterday was the funeral. He was buried with military honors. Despite the fact that I'm not supposed to lift anything, my cousins and I were all pallbearers. We all wanted to give him that honor. Tommy and Al took most of the weight for me.
So thirteen years later, Grandpa's finally back with Grandma where he always wanted to be.
At the moment though...I just feel very much alone.
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| So I've got the net show, work, and the story I'm writing. All
and all I think I finally have enough to do that's interesting. I
need to get a LOT of things done in the next few days. Bills are
going to be coming in and I need to get things organized. My room
is also a mess and suffering from the usual post-Christmas spill.
I need to tear it up and toss a bunch of shit out just so I can try to
fit all of the things I need to in it. I'm going to attempt to
clear off a shelf on one of my two bookshelves for my new DVD
collection. I've got so many DVD sets now I have no
place to put them.
Christmas DVD checklist:
key:
X = viewed
/ = partially viewed
_ = not yet viewed
[X] Spiderman 2
[ ] Hero
[/] Best of Highlander DVD set
[/] Batman Animated Series Vol 1
[ ] Collateral
[ ] Superman Movie Collection
[ ] Howard Shore LotR Documentary
[ ] Lord of the Rings: Return of the King Extended Special Edition (I
know I'm ashamed about this, but I just haven't found the time. I
think this is a movie I need to hang out with someone and watch
anyway. Go LotR 4.5 hour moviethon!
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| I'm moving again. That's my MO, when shit gets too thick:
go. Run, sprint, dash, flash. Bash through the roadblocks
and fly through the sky. I my eyes my mind's on fire, my soul is
screaming for some sort of release. I'm tired of playing this
game. I've been used again, strung along again, in the most
horribly innocent fashion. But hey, that's life right?
My mind's moving to the beat of a song, a stream and flow of music like
a rushing river of emotion and energy. It pushes and pulls as it
glides through the fabric of reality; taking me with it. I'm no
longer here. On the edge of the moon, I've one foot on the ground
and the other...elsewhere. My mind looking in from without I see
things so clearly now. Too clearly.
And I smile, because I'm moving. Mach 5 with my hair on fire, and
no other way will suffice. I'll be running for the rest of my
life. Not away from; but towards. Always towards. A new
beginning, a new life, a new mind, a new chance, a new risk, a new
adventure.
Life's gotten too boring: time to stir it up.
I'm gone, faded away, slipping away, ever more distant and nobody cares.
And that's the reason I'm leaving in the first place.
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| I took it again.
Interesting change.
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You Are a Warrior Soul |
You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating.
You don't give up. You're committed and brave.
Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle.
Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog.
You are picky about details and rigorous in your methods.
You also value honesty and fairness a great deal.
You can be outspoken, intimidating, headstrong, and demanding.
You're a hardliner who demands the best from themselves and others.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and
Peacemaker
Soul
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